Ever Ponder

Did you ever ponder what would have been

If you had changed direction and not be seen

By all those you now know and love

If only you could have looked from above

Would if at the crossroads of time

Before the clock of fate did chime

Turn north instead of west

If you new it would turn out best

Could you change your world completely

Arrange so perfect and neatly

Would you have changed direction

Not me, on closer inspection

There are things in my past

That the hurt will eternally last

Some things I try and forget
But your memory's can not be reset

What's gone before has made me a better man

What's gone before has made me who I am

With another chapter about to begin

I'm now very happy in my skin

I don't have doubt

The way it's turned out

That fate has done me very well

What could have been,no I'll not dwell